Fear

Fear

As I am writing this I am flying through the air. Whenever I stop and actually think about the significance of that I am awed… We can fly! What an incredible feat. Since Logan died I have been, for the first time in my life, stressed about flying. The thought of being...
Comfort Zone

Comfort Zone

All the magic happens outside of your comfort zone. I am sure we have all heard at least some version of that empowering quote. I have, at least I thought, made a practice of pushing myself outside of my comfort zone in my life. I pushed harder, worked longer,...
Genes

Genes

Today is Logan’s 14th Angelversary, and amidst the sorrow that accompanies today, I find myself filled with a renewed sense of purpose and hopefulness. Our lifestyle and diet are undergoing a titanic shift and I am excited to share our experiences with you, my...
Total Eclipse in my Heart

Total Eclipse in my Heart

The last week was a big one for me… Logan’s three month birthday and the eclipse seemed to have drained me of my vitality and energy and I spent much more time in bed or on the couch than usual. I have been assured that periods like this are normal and part of the...
The Dance

The Dance

Happy three month birthday little man ❤ You are the greatest thing that I have ever been part of and I am blessed to be your mommy ❤ During our road trip to California and back we listened to some music (although not very much all things considered…...
Shooting Stars

Shooting Stars

If you read yesterday’s blog post it was clear that I was having a tough day… At times I become overwhelmed by grief and it is all I can see, hear, taste, feel, and smell. Yesterday was one of those moments when I realized, again, that Logan was not coming...