What a Grieving Person Needs

What a Grieving Person Needs

Back in October I had yet another life change that left me reeling and threw me into the abyss that I had previously been balancing on the edge of. I think that this change, in combination with what I can only call the shock of Logan’s loss finally wearing off, is...
Thanksgiving and Gratitude

Thanksgiving and Gratitude

It has definitely been awhile since I last wrote… Somehow, the last several weeks have been among the hardest since Logan died. My grandfather, RJ, died on November 10th, and that really sent me reeling. He was 94 years old and had lived a full life, but, somehow, it...
5 Months

5 Months

It has been 5 months since I first held our precious baby in my arms. 5 months since I first smelled him, felt his skin, heard his cries, and kissed his perfect forehead. I can still smell him, feel his skin (truly the softest thing I have ever felt), and feel the...
Rainbow Bridge

Rainbow Bridge

I remember reading a Facebook post years ago about a child’s explanation of why dogs (and cats) don’t live as long as humans. The cliffs notes version of this story is that the child said we come here to learn about love, and that because animals are pure love, they...
Tonight I Will Light A Candle

Tonight I Will Light A Candle

Today, October 15th, is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. This is my first October 15th being part of the “club” of parents who have lost a child. This day used to be like any other to me, and now, it is heavily weighted with significance. In...
Shame

Shame

Hello everyone! I am so sorry for my long gap between posts, last month was incredibly busy (and my computer died). Between traveling, visitors, and appointments I only had 2 days where I wasn’t engaged in some way. It was wonderful to see so many people I love and to...