by Ali | Aug 30, 2017 | Baby Loss, Blog
The last week was a big one for me… Logan’s three month birthday and the eclipse seemed to have drained me of my vitality and energy and I spent much more time in bed or on the couch than usual. I have been assured that periods like this are normal and part of the...
by Ali | Aug 23, 2017 | Baby Loss, Blog
Happy three month birthday little man ❤ You are the greatest thing that I have ever been part of and I am blessed to be your mommy ❤ During our road trip to California and back we listened to some music (although not very much all things considered…...
by Ali | Aug 19, 2017 | Baby Loss, Blog
If you read yesterday’s blog post it was clear that I was having a tough day… At times I become overwhelmed by grief and it is all I can see, hear, taste, feel, and smell. Yesterday was one of those moments when I realized, again, that Logan was not coming...
by Ali | Aug 18, 2017 | Baby Loss, Blog
Just writing that title made my stomach fall to my feet and the pressure in my chest left me feeling like I couldn’t breathe… How has it been 12 weeks since I last saw my son breathe, watched him move, or heard him coo or cry? 12 weeks since he took his last breath...
by Ali | Aug 13, 2017 | Baby Loss, Blog
Until Logan, I had never fully appreciated the value of being a nurse. I have been privileged to be present for the worst and best days of peoples lives from births to deaths and all points between. I have always been touched by how vulnerable and trusting my patients...