Total Eclipse in my Heart

Total Eclipse in my Heart

The last week was a big one for me… Logan’s three month birthday and the eclipse seemed to have drained me of my vitality and energy and I spent much more time in bed or on the couch than usual. I have been assured that periods like this are normal and part of the...
The Dance

The Dance

Happy three month birthday little man ❤ You are the greatest thing that I have ever been part of and I am blessed to be your mommy ❤ During our road trip to California and back we listened to some music (although not very much all things considered…...
Shooting Stars

Shooting Stars

If you read yesterday’s blog post it was clear that I was having a tough day… At times I become overwhelmed by grief and it is all I can see, hear, taste, feel, and smell. Yesterday was one of those moments when I realized, again, that Logan was not coming...
12 Week Angelversary

12 Week Angelversary

Just writing that title made my stomach fall to my feet and the pressure in my chest left me feeling like I couldn’t breathe… How has it been 12 weeks since I last saw my son breathe, watched him move, or heard him coo or cry? 12 weeks since he took his last breath...
A Nurse’s Worth

A Nurse’s Worth

Until Logan, I had never fully appreciated the value of being a nurse. I have been privileged to be present for the worst and best days of peoples lives from births to deaths and all points between. I have always been touched by how vulnerable and trusting my patients...